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...I'll be pretty busy. Summed up.
If you haven't read my older journals, I'm currently in a internship for another 4 months. This takes up A LOT of my time on weekdays. I'm lucky if I can spend two hours every day on my computer.
Now I won't be visiting dA often during the time. That's because I feel that being here, a secret side of me, impacts my social life. The more time I spend here, the less time I socialize with others.
Honestly I feel the topics only I can talk about is Education, Gaming and Anime. If I didn't had this fetish (and spend hours creating content), I'd have another hobby or two to talk about and more ways to talk to people at my internship.
I know it all boils down to myself; I can't blame my fetish for actions I've done over the past couple of years. So that's why I'm attempting to-..
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No, I'm going to cut down on the fetish stuff. It takes too much of my social life for it to be worth it. For example, I spend often in weekends and holidays hours screwing around in customizable H-games and dream about the perfect inflation game.
I need to control this behavior or else I might end up like the stereotypical socially-awkward guy who spend all day in his basement, which is the worst-case scenario.
So in the end I'll;
- Spend less time on dA, I might check every now and then for comments on the way to my internship.
- Limit myself to visiting other fetish-related websites until the weekend.
- The weekend will be the weekly 'hoarding' for content and to go through every messages on dA.
So yeah. I'd thought you guys might want to know this, as I've been rather inactive the past two weeks.
If you haven't read my older journals, I'm currently in a internship for another 4 months. This takes up A LOT of my time on weekdays. I'm lucky if I can spend two hours every day on my computer.
Now I won't be visiting dA often during the time. That's because I feel that being here, a secret side of me, impacts my social life. The more time I spend here, the less time I socialize with others.
Honestly I feel the topics only I can talk about is Education, Gaming and Anime. If I didn't had this fetish (and spend hours creating content), I'd have another hobby or two to talk about and more ways to talk to people at my internship.
I know it all boils down to myself; I can't blame my fetish for actions I've done over the past couple of years. So that's why I'm attempting to-..
...
No, I'm going to cut down on the fetish stuff. It takes too much of my social life for it to be worth it. For example, I spend often in weekends and holidays hours screwing around in customizable H-games and dream about the perfect inflation game.
I need to control this behavior or else I might end up like the stereotypical socially-awkward guy who spend all day in his basement, which is the worst-case scenario.
So in the end I'll;
- Spend less time on dA, I might check every now and then for comments on the way to my internship.
- Limit myself to visiting other fetish-related websites until the weekend.
- The weekend will be the weekly 'hoarding' for content and to go through every messages on dA.
So yeah. I'd thought you guys might want to know this, as I've been rather inactive the past two weeks.
2023 Retrospective
2023's over! I hope it was a good year for everyone, and hopefully 2024 will be even better! This post is more so a critical look on the main mistake I made, writing it down here allows me to sort my thoughts and make it 'official' in a sense. It's not a full retrospective month-by-month, things were so over the place (scenes being done a year prior to upload) that it wouldn't be of much use. This year I attempted to release more scenes that have been collecting dust, like Moon Goddess, Manon and the pregnant version of Lexie (before that got sunset). Keyword here is attempt because while I had made an effort to it, there are still some left. With the Auc Vault it's easy for me to visualize and plan the release of each of the scenes, however I was often inconsistent in following that. Which just caused everything to be delayed, and re-planning everything again just felt like a waste. Susan's Story I believe a large part of this can be contributed to how the Susan scenes progressed
'Auctiverse' - World Info
This has been a long time coming, too long have the characters and their stories been lacking a central point in where it is explained why the growth happens to such a degree. Previously it wasn't too important, but I feel now it's starting to get to a point where it would be beneficial for said central point to exist. It is meant for newcomers and long-time fans who desire clarity, rather then for all that information to be piece fed over dozen entries and characters. And currently it will also be on the shorter side, to bring over the necessary information as fast and as comfortable as possible. Basic Concepts In essence, the world is very similar to ours but with one major change. Folks have gradually become larger, raising both the average size and limit. It is only with a few characters in which the phenomenon is explored to some degree, for everyone else the focus of the story is simply about the growth. The phenomenon is often referred to as Auctus, Latin for growth. An Auctus
Taking a break in May
I mean technically it is May already, however this break only really started from today on with the new week. I have a big thesis to work on for the coming few months, and taking a deliberate break will hopefully prompt me to focus and work on it more. Instead of it being 'i'll do this for x hours and then get back to 3D and all these fun ideas in my mind'. Though with that said, I did feel that I needed a break anyway, so this is solving two problems with one. I've 'disappeared' for similar periods of time, though usually while keeping my Patreon active with content I've worked on but not ready to show. However in this case both will be inactive for the coming month. As for the 'main three' projects that are going on... I most definitely still need a break from Susan (Before this I tried to write, went really well until I hit a wall hard), Emi's post preg scenes as well as her WIP preg collection aren't done anyway, and as for Ivana... I've just uploaded them both today, just to
Stream - OFFLINE
I'm livestreaming for a couple of hours! My main focus is working on a 'little' something for Ivana's future scenes!
The poses themselves are mostly done, it just requires some mindless effort that I might as well stream to keep it interesting. You'll see when you visit it. :P
https://www.picarto.tv/Auctus177
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It's that time again, I suppose! I've got a new project I've been working on which you might've caught a glimpse of indirectly. The debut scene is pretty much done, but I'd like to finish a few more scenes before deciding whether to continue this or not. :D So that is what I'll be working on today during the stream. Perhap
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Nothing keeping you from enjoying all aspects of your life, just find something else to spend your time doing. It can be hard finding things you really enjoy doing. Do what makes you happy, not what people expect of you (although I can totally appreciate you keeping your private life and your public life very separate!)