For the upcoming months...

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...I'll be pretty busy. Summed up.

If you haven't read my older journals, I'm currently in a internship for another 4 months. This takes up A LOT of my time on weekdays. I'm lucky if I can spend two hours every day on my computer.

Now I won't be visiting dA often during the time. That's because I feel that being here, a secret side of me, impacts my social life. The more time I spend here, the less time I socialize with others.
Honestly I feel the topics only I can talk about is Education, Gaming and Anime. If I didn't had this fetish (and spend hours creating content), I'd have another hobby or two to talk about and more ways to talk to people at my internship.

I know it all boils down to myself; I can't blame my fetish for actions I've done over the past couple of years. So that's why I'm attempting to-..

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No, I'm going to cut down on the fetish stuff. It takes too much of my social life for it to be worth it. For example, I spend often in weekends and holidays hours screwing around in customizable H-games and dream about the perfect inflation game.

I need to control this behavior or else I might end up like the stereotypical socially-awkward guy who spend all day in his basement, which is the worst-case scenario.


So in the end I'll;
- Spend less time on dA, I might check every now and then for comments on the way to my internship.
- Limit myself to visiting other fetish-related websites until the weekend.
- The weekend will be the weekly 'hoarding' for content and to go through every messages on dA.



So yeah. I'd thought you guys might want to know this, as I've been rather inactive the past two weeks.
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jivixfromwc3's avatar
Nothing keeping you from enjoying all aspects of your life, just find something else to spend your time doing. It can be hard finding things you really enjoy doing. Do what makes you happy, not what people expect of you (although I can totally appreciate you keeping your private life and your public life very separate!)